D-39-Trouble year

D-39!!!:) that's awesome and sad:(

until today, i found out that this school is so fun and i really love this school and these people:)
is last day today and i really feel sad being apart with all these nice people:D
and monday i will take pictures with those guys i swear!:)


anyway, trouble year. um...this year other than being an exchange student. many things are going on in hong kong and it's hard to control them because i am not there. family, someone left my life and it's hard to just stay in here doing nothing and hear everything from my mum but it's fine actually. friends, a lot of drama and one of them nearly need to get a surgery. it's so hard to just hear from my friends talk about it and i keep giving advices to them and stuff. but i am glad that i can calm them and they always feel better after we talk:)

but this year is tough but it really worth it:) although i thought i am a jinx so that much thing happen, i feel like i am a person to calm them more:)

OK HERE COME THE GOOD NEWS:)!

one month left and i already feel it's gonna be awesome:) i am super looking forward to san francisco and summer:D i will be back home soon and although i need to deal with school, which is the worst thing;P, it will be fun all over again:) waiting for it!!!

BYE BYE SEE YOU IN HONG KONG!:)

235-Feeling

Now, I actually be in a feeling that I want to come back and I don't want to come back. I want to meet my friends, I can't wait to see next year's exchange students, I can't wait to hang out with my friends, eat local food and stuff but I am so scared, I don't even know why. I just feel like being that much pressure, should my English improved? Should I make whole bunch of friends? That seems are my worries.

I am worried about school, how I can keep up with it, how I can get over with the DSE, how I can make into LPCUWC, how I can get more money by working..... There's more things than I think that I actually need to prepare because I was gone these 10 months.

I can't believe when I am back, my school life is gonna back like everyday I stay up, doing homework, studying, and I never have time that I can write a blog entry just like what I am doing now. That's crazy I mean. Before, I never think I can get out of that stress zone, and now I get out there, and I need to go back now..

THAT'S INSANED!

It's only less than 2 months left, I only have 14 school days left, now I think I am not ready to go back yet. But that's the way:)